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Thursday, November 2nd, 2006
8:49 pm
I LOVE ANNA!!!SHE IS SO FUCKING GREAT THAT WE DRESS UP LIKE WOMEN TOGETHER!!!(except she is a woman, so i guess i just dress up) ANYWAYS she is awsome and i love her so VERY much!
Shed a Tear
Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
11:55 pm
So as i wake to see the sky
I dont feel as i should fly
Today will be a day like all
I dont think ill have a ball
Cuz today my baby's far away
And thats where she will stay
Till sunday night, i cant wait
See her walk'n through the gate
With a huge smile on her face
her hair waving behind her in chase
And my heart will soar so very high
as i run up and kiss her, saying hi

She is the first thought on my mind
And when i talk to her, she's my find
and i wouldnt trade her for anything
because to me, she is like a ming
A hard find because she is so sweet
and lovable and cute, head to feet
And this girl, she makes my heart soar
so much so she'll never become a bore
she'll smile when i come into view
and i feel as though, i wont be blue

Current Mood: loved
1 Tear|Shed a Tear
Sunday, June 25th, 2006
2:30 am
Pull Me Out from the Inside
I just watched cruel intentions with anna, and it made me very very sad...it was a good movie though, but kinda sad none the less...

ANyways...i really liked the counting crows song colorblind

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

Current Mood: thoughtful
Shed a Tear
Monday, June 12th, 2006
12:01 am
Im not waking up tomorow
this dream ends in sorrow
there is no smile to be had
there is no reason to be mad
but over it all, just a open
this place was once a glen
but now a festering sore
and there is nothing more
than a brused and broken muscle
kicked, and cut in the bustle
of life, with its pain and hurt
life...with its stain and its dirt
It covers all up all hope
leaving it tied up in rope
stowing it away in the dark
leaving staind upon it, its mark
keeping it covered till it dies
without even saying its goodbyes...

Current Mood: F.U.B.A.R
Shed a Tear
Friday, May 12th, 2006
1:28 am
This life cant get much worse
but why say that, it might of course
because life kicks you when your down
life can only make you keep that frown
it tears out your heart, but gives it back
it paints everything beautiful a shade of black
and the smile that fades away
comes back another day
only to be beat into the corner
and its gone again, like a blur
it only comes out to get lost
because it doesnt realize the cost
that it pays in blood, in swet, in tears
because it is false, it has no fears
it can come and go, just as it pleases
its like a thought that just teases...
spreading hope when none is found
loostening knots to only be re-bound...
finding a bloodspot on the floor
after losing all that i ador...
it comes from the heart, not the mind
but now it seems to be in a mind...
left or right...it does not know
so all it does is bob too and frow...

Current Mood: Fucking Depressed
Shed a Tear
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
8:56 am
2 in one day...hmm...
The Broken wasteland of deciet
all that remains is a piece of meat
bleeding while hanging on a rack
wating to be cut, and thrown in a stack
with the first peice, and the last
never thinking its a blast
but all the while, wallowing in red
sitting here, as good as dead
waiting to be thrown into a mess
and this something it will confess
that life seemed to short in his mind
and the statement is true, you'll find
becasue he survives the torrent of lies
and throught his life, he's said goodbyes
love is lost, but not gone
this is known all along
with an aching heart, he gets to his feet
only to see, the broken wasteland of deciet...

Current Mood: depressed
Shed a Tear
8:12 am
A broken heart walks into a bar...
Drowning in this bloodshed called love...
barely surviving like a hand in a glove...
living just to die again
living to just say amen
the heartache of desire
this endless quagmire
is all what love holds
fit into the molds

Current Mood: crushed
1 Tear|Shed a Tear
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
10:51 pm
Under the burdon of sorrow
just live to tomorow
breath and let blood flow
and with a sigh, let it go
and remember, take it slow

And like any day
it'll tear your heart away
but still youll stay
and fight through the fray
holding your tears at bay
Shed a Tear
Monday, November 14th, 2005
9:07 pm
Long time, no see
whats this mean to me
a word, a sentence, a line
these thoughts are mine
when im sad, your here
when im sad, you hear
my woes, my mind
its you i find
when i need help
when i cant help
but feel small
as i stall
this plane of life
now in its strife
a nosedive to decay
instead of up and away
life stripped to nothing
instead of me being something
compassion be gone
compassion is gone
love is in the air
love is on the air

Silence is regret
regret turns to sorrow
sorrow becomes tears
tears become silence
silence is regret...

Current Mood: content
1 Tear|Shed a Tear
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
4:38 pm
sailing stormy seas
so hard to please
flieing unfriendly skys
saying our last goodbyes?
walking on unsteady ground
your the one that ive found
being shot and killed
being shocked and thrilled...
losing this uphill battle
not giving into prattle
now all hope is gone
the gun was drawn
hope beats away
like a heart...beats away...
Shed a Tear
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
6:33 am
a dive
its dead
a heart
a start
last bend
now send
your love
from above

Current Mood: confusing poetry is good
Shed a Tear
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
9:09 pm
love can sometimes leave scars
but love cant be held by bars
it can make you cry
but how much you try
it can make you smile
but all the while
it can wear you out
make you feel stout
but most the time
you cant pantomime
how love makes you feel
but love can steal
your pain away
and make you stay...

Current Mood: okay
Shed a Tear
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
10:36 pm
devyn is the very best
she is better than the rest
with love and compassion for this heart
she has loved me sence the start
her smile so brite
makes me feel light
so much so i just fly
with tears of joy, i cry
because this moment can never end
as her protecter, its her i'll defend
because she loves me and i her
in my heart, love she did stir.

Current Mood: loved more than words can say!
Shed a Tear
Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
11:10 pm
Smile and know
ill never go
i wont leave your side
its kinda like ive died
and gone to heaven when im with you
and when you smile, i know you do too
your smile, brings light to my soul
so much so i can pour it into a bowl...

Current Mood: working
Shed a Tear
10:51 pm
this isnt really how i feel
behind these glasses hides a tear
behind these glasses hides a fear
no one even knows the truth
cuz its hidden like a sore tooth
no one can know this stain
becaus it pours out his vein
for all you know, this smile is fake
nobody knows whats at stake
life can twist and controt
specially after a witty retort
these laughs arent real anymore
because i cant tell whats in store
tears all all these eyes see
tears are now my only fee...

Again, this isnt really how i feel, i was just going with what came off my head first when i was doing sweeps tonite...

Current Mood: ditzy...
Shed a Tear
12:51 am
Your heart is the gun
My heart is the ammunition
so lets load this ting up
and kill me with your love

Current Mood: love and be loved, the emo way
Shed a Tear
12:36 am
a kiss that i long for
after 11 days away
from the girl i adore
just after today
she'll smile to me
and she'll say
"did you miss me?"
and ill joke and play
"no, angel, wait...yes"
and shell hug me and stay
with life so perfect, i must confess
a smile like that wont last a day
it will last an eternity,
so i wish i might, i wish i may
and hopefully, she'll never flee...

Current Mood: yes...chipper...
Shed a Tear
12:24 am
THe juliana theory makes me cry
and nomatter how hard i try
it brings this sorrow streight out
i dont even know what this is about
but the tears seem to come from anywhere
but at the same time, from nowhere
and i dont know exactly why i do
but maybe im crying because i love you
love can do strong things like this
love can also be something that makes you miss

miss things, miss life
miss friends, or a wife
life wont change as fast as you want
love doesnt happen when you change a font
life and love can go hand in hand
but sometimes, people cant stand
others when they do wrong
others when they are gone long
but you seem to tolerate me
i just hope that you can see
that in you theres nothing to tolerate
because theres nothing about you i hate
from your laugh, to your smile...
ive loved you all the while...

with beauty so deep its all i can do
but tell you the truth "i love you"
with laughter so bright
that i have to fight
the tears i have that come from joy
you love me more than a kid loves a toy
and it makes my heart soar so high
that sometimes...i just cry
for joy, for sorrow
for today, for tommorow
tears are tears none the less
but its us, god did bless

Current Mood: donno why? but i am
Shed a Tear
12:06 am
so here i am dunken with love
it feels so right, like the perfect glove
and yet i dont know why i feel so glum
why do i feel like this, DAMN im so dumb!
i try and make sence out of all this
so maybe i can try to live in bliss
but everything has brought me down as of late
nothing can carry me out of this state
this dispair and sorrow are just in my head
will it feel like this after im dead?
or will it be black, just like the sky
who knows what happens...after they die?

today was wierd, i dont know why
but i lauged, but as always, i cry
being emo can suck, when you want to smile
no one appriates you all the while
you be nice, you be mean...its all the same
sometimes, life feels really lame
like no one gets it but you
and all i do is feel blue
maybe this is the last poem i write
or you might read more, until i get it right
but right now, that seems so far away
this isnt really how i want to stay
but tears upon tears streak down my cheeks
and i just look at myself, wondering why it leeks
what did i do do deserve this sorrow?
all i do, is wait for tomorow...

Current Mood: Emo
Shed a Tear
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
2:13 am
this isnt how i feel
life seeps from these scars
after this thing from the stars
hit me so hard it made me fall
but now its gone, and i just bawl
tear after tear goes down my face
just like when you left this place
you dont understand this sorrow i feel
no one gets, that this red is real
slowly my life fades away
i am now, made of soft clay
dripping through the cracks of despair
broken dreams hang all around the air
no more smiles, they are gone
they've been away, for so long
tears now fall down my cheek
and in my facad...there is a streak
of light that shows through the dark
is this what we call "deaths mark?"
today is over, a new day dawns
in this life...are we just pawns
Shed a Tear
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